By any chance was it a magic school bus?
Did I mention I really love her, because I do.
I need it, I really do. I need to remember why I’m doing this, face the bull, and drag down by the horns. Only then can I truly be the winner in this life. I need to order my ideas and start putting priorities where they belong. I always extend my hand out, but very rarely does anyone do the same for me. I’m just so tired of it. I also need to put my fears aside for what I really want to do. I hate failure, but I think my first shot at my goal my be a loss but I’ll take it and learn from it and try again…first the school chapter of my life needs to end.
I wonder too often what if I had…way too often for my liking. I feel like I may be straying away from the path I’m supposed to be on. I’m letting my mind wander and focus on every thing but what I’m supposed to do. I find myself trying to look to far ahead and comparing where I think I should be with where I am. Because I’m having this struggle right now it’s reminder that I should be where I am. That’s the Devil working because I know how I got to where I am now and just because progress isn’t moving at the pace I think it should doesn’t mean it’s not the right way. I’m really tired of doing this song and dance, I really am. I need to get back inline with Him and pray for the guidance I need and the direction I should go and not where I want to go. On the upside I didn’t freak out in Ikea Sunday.