Through the last month I have found peace through her. Where I was once a somewhat troubled, conflicted, and maybe even a jealous soul, I have found peace. I prayed for peace after becoming restless for many months. At times I was ungrateful for one of the gifts given to me. Greed had a lot to do with that, but I prayed again to get these troublesome thing removed from my heart and replaced with a sense of peace and guidance on where I needed to go. I have been given many gifts within the past year, but nothing trumps the peace I have now, the direction I’m heading in, and the joy she brings me even when she’s not there. Her herself is a gift to me. One which I was not ready for up until the beginning of this year. I’m fully convinced things don’t happen by chance or by luck, but it happens as they are supposed to and people and events have been placed in my life that I have met and will meet along my way.
A few weeks ago I had a major case of déjà vu. I don’t remember what it was about but I should have wrote about it when I experienced it. Anywho, weird thing happened yesterday evening. I’m over my lovely lady’s place and her and her mother are going through albums. I really wanted to see the pictures but I also wanted to go to the gym. We look through the albums and I see pictures of my girl, lol, possible black mail photos if I were sill devious. We finish the albums, or so I thought and another comes about. At this point, I’m game to look for whatever but I kinda wanted to say let’s roll but I didn’t. As we go through the photo album, a ticket is preserved in this photo album, I look at the place and I think back for a second all of the times I’ve been in that area and realizing how that place has changed. I continue to read on and I see the date. I see December, I go oh that’s, cool. I see the 29th and I go oh ok. I see 1987 and gtfoh!!!, then the time hits 8:30pm!!! In my head I’m like I’m done here, pack the bags, it’s time to roll. How in blue blazes does my girlfriend’s mother possess a ticket from a show that occurred not just on my birthday. I’m not talking just on my birthday, but the physical date with the year and the time?! Coincidence?! I have my theory but I’ll let you decide.
Next week the Venice gallery moves to 7021 Melrose Avenue, and to launch the new gallery space we have “Product Placement” opening on March 9th! The show features screenprint ads for your favorite movie and TV products that you wish existed in real life. Some examples that you’ll see in the show are Tarantino’s Red Apple Cigarettes, the Caterpillar P-5000 from Alien, and Lindsay Bluth’s Hot Ham Water from Arrested Development. And here’s Joshua Budich’s piece, based on the Interceptor from Mad Max. We couldn’t ask for a more exciting show to launch our new 7021 Melrose space!
This is a reason why I still want a car with a V-8. I don’t need the blower, but I wouldn’t mind if it came with it.
Hopefully when I go to sleep, I’m in a deep sleep. I would prefer not to be tired. On another note I pulled a late night gym move and it was cool. I tried some different stuff as well as heavier weights and I feel pleased. I would like to keep up this work ethic in the gym, just earlier in the day. I want to improve my body for me while she reaps the benefits of my hard work. I should keep records of myself on a week by week or biweekly basis. I believe if I kept up the schedule I had a few years ago, I would have reached my goal by now. Even if I have to do late night gym blasts I will. I’ll have to make those intense 1 hour sessions, if I want it I HAVE to work for it…that is all for now.
I would like to have another in the near future with some help from the app. There are things we need to do.