Time to write this script. It’s going to be awesome, I can feel it. I also have something very special. Something I haven’t gotten in years. I’m by no means emotional, but goodness I tell you…just believe me when I say it’s something special and just know where one path ends, another begins. I feel like this path leads me to the right way.
Roll back about 4 years. I had a 1986 300zx. Loved the car, hated the problems that came with it. Had to sell it, not by choice and have had a void for quite a while. Bought a Civic, built it and thought I found the cure. This wasn’t the case because 75% in completion I asked myself, why am I doing this and why didn’t I get another Z. Anyway, sold the Civic and was project car-less for a while. Fast forward to last month, got wind of another Z, a 1988 300zx my friend from my Best Buy days held it for me. I have a project again and I’m picking up where I left off. Ironically, I’m replacing same things I replaced on the previous one and have fixed almost all of those issues. It’s safe to say I’m picking up where I left off and this is my 2nd time around. I’m looking forward to the ideas I’ll come up with for this beauty.
Seems I’ve gotten comfortable over the last year or so. No one to blame but me. I got to a point where I wanted to be, relished in the spoils and got comfy. The last week at work has been fairly challenging. Not because it’s anything tough, but it’s because it’s stuff I’m not comfortable with. Without struggle there can be no change. Also, Church reminded me a few weeks ago that anything you come across in your life that is designed to help you become stronger you won’t necessarily agree with. The last week or so has been proof this is true. My job is to develop things and learn as I go. I have rediscovered my niche. It feels great, and I’m looking forward to the future but short term towards the end of this year. Between work and graduating, it’s safe to say I’m looking forward to the end of the year. This should be huge and maybe, just maybe I’ll have my own place.
Maybe I should write more often…
Thank You Tumblr, I needed this
I acquired something both new/old to me. Just getting into it without even starting it recalled so many memories both good and bad. Crazy how somethings become forgotten. It just takes some to kick start your memory to remember what got you to where you are today and look forward to those things in the future. It’s safe to say I’m pretty excited for this.
Today is the day I unfollow these “blogs”. Not really feeling it right now anyway.